सीने में जलन आंखों में तूफ़ान सा क्यों है
इस शहर में हर शख्स परेशान सा क्यो है
I was as usual making most out of my Friday , watching TV, playing basket ball( ya my new, in fact our room’s new fad) and making plans what to do this weekend with my room mates, that suddenly in one of the talent show, I guess in Little champs, I heard this song. Listening to this song after so many days, last time I heard on AIR FM some 6 months back, I filled with totally different emotion; I searched on Raga, heard this song and in office today searched for its lyrics.
सीने में जलन आँखों में तूफ़ान सा क्यों है
इस शहर में हर शख्स परेशान सा क्यों है
दिल है तो धड़कने का बहाना कोई
धून्धे पत्थर की तरह बेहिस-ओ-बेजान सा क्यों है
तनहाई की ये कौन सी मन्जिल है रफीको
ता-हद्द-ए-नज़र एक बयाबान सा क्यों है
क्या कोई नयी बात नज़र आती है हम में
आईना हमे देख के हैरान सा क्यों है
So true and so right for today’s fast paced life. May be again the birds of same feather flock together concept or everyone of our age is actually going through this phenomenon; that every single person I know have actually felt the emotions of this song sometime or another.
The reasons for this can be countless, may be we are homesick, or may be we are not satisfied with what we are or may be we always expect a lot from life, giving it a room to hurt in back, or may be we have actually become too manipulative that we want everything to be customized to the full extent causing a lot of pain if its not done. All those forwards reminding us of our past, days of school, days of childhood bring back a sweet memory, but what memory are we making now? A bitter memory. We are living to work nowadays rather than working to live. How many times actually have we done something which brought a genuine smile to our face, how many days have it been when playing was actually playing in the sun with friends, not playing on PCs a solo game. How many times going out for a cuppa of coffee was actually for spending a good time with friends rather than to avoid the pangs of loneliness or How many times have been come out of that remote control life and have seen stars brightening the sky? There are plenty of how many which I can think of and still numerous will remain untouched.
May be in the hurry to catch the train for success we have missed the bus of genuine friendship, love & some warm humane relations. But some how I’m glad I have friends, who have always been there for me and who have not let me have so many how many in my life.
दिल धून्धता है फिर वही फुरसत के रात दिन
बैठे रहे तसव्वुर-ए-जाना.न किये है
दिल धून्धता है फिर वही फुरसत के रात दिन…
जाडो की नर्म धूप और आँगन मे लेट कर
आंखो पे खीच कर तेरे आन्चल के साए को
औन्धे पडे रहे कभी करवट लिए हुए
दिल धून्धता है फिर वही फुरसत के रात दिन…
या गरमियो की रात जो पुरवैया चले
ठंडी सफ़ेद चादरों पे जगे देर तक
तारो को देखते रहे छत पर पडे हुए
दिल धून्धता है फिर वही फुरसत के रात दिन…
बर्फीली सर्दियों मे किसी भी पहाडी पर
वादी मे गून्जती हुई खामोशिया सुने
आंखो मे भीगे भीगे से लम्हे लिए हुए
दिल धून्धता ही फिर वही फुरसत के रात दिन…
Tuesday, 12 February 2008
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arre nahi re bhai , itna mat socho , sab bahut badiya ho raha hai aur hota rahega ,
and we work for living or we live for work , is really a matter of everyone's opinion , like everyone will think his / her way on pehle murgi hui thi ya anda , so sab yehi hai funda !! :-)
true : we are homesick
v all usually are and depends on in our real heart which house we treat as home. and there can be many home in a heart.
we are not satisfied with what we are or may be we always expect a lot from life,
this really can be an issue, and i think sadhu's or banjara kindaa thinking can relieve at such moments , whenever these thoughts haunt ( in a bad sense ) my mind , i just think of a life like what people much have watched in titanic , the scene especially when hero offers a matchbox to villain and said some good sentences , worth remember.
May be in the hurry to catch the train for success we have missed the bus of genuine friendship, love & some warm humane relations.
u know u haven't , as much as i know u , u had been great at everything , u had always fulfilled as much as u can for just about everyone , and this is truth. so belive me atleast u haven't ever missed any bus :-).
we ur friends are really thankful to have such a nice person as a friend ( read udit's testi for a second and see ), so jyaadaa naa socha karo ,
and once in a year taking 10-15 days of refuse from world and electronics to shiwalik ki pahadiyaan can be a real cool idea !! try karke dekho :-).
Beautiful writing !! Actually more than writing i enjoyed and loved the thought.
"ek ye din k laakhon gham aur aansu ka akaal pada
ek wo din k ek jara see baat pe nadiyaan behti thee"
Enstein said that "It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely."
That is exactly what describes our life at the moment.
The feeling of being lonely,being alone,unloved,is very scary.
But again ...I have experienced that U can never be Alone,if U can live with ur loneliness ,thats the toughest part though.
But will there come a time when this loneliness will be called solitude,when we will enjoy our loneliness is it the
only way by which we can discover ourself?
We can close your eyes to things that we dont want to see,but we cant close our heart to things we dont want to feel.
What i think is we need time to talk with ourself.Probably some year later we all will not have time to talk with ourself,this is the best time for exploring ourself.
But again,the feeling of loneliness is really depressing.
aaaahhhhh !!! I m confused as usual.
But yes Thanks a lot again for writing on this topic ...It was wonderful reading it.
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, But I never knew looking back on the
laughs would make me cry.."
Nice thought & nice writing to support it. Reading this post has actually aspired me to listen to theses old gems again.
I used to think that I'm the only person who is having so much problems (may be identity crisis or the problems u have said) but reading it made me happier that I'm not the only one.
friendship does mean a lot, but sometimes as u grow old, this friendship or any relation loose its shine (may be as we start taking it for granted and then suddenly everything falls apart) or may be I'm not able to keep this frdshp as nice as ur frds have described for u. but this blog has actually made me to recall all those friends and call them.
Bacha itna nahi sochte hai, life is like a river, let it flow...U'll have ebbs,falls and lots of other things...but the ultimate destination will remain the same.
Soch mujhe sochna chahiye is samay and tu soch rahi hai...
Waise post ke bare me...overall a good post,nice writing & good poems to support them, touched some part of me. aur haa tera recession me bhi kaam pakka hai...koi columnist ban jana.
Acha not in mood to write any senti dilouges, but liked the post a lot.
Hi Deeps,
the topic you have selected is good but, I think ,you have not done justice to it.
The punches which it is supposed to deliver are obviously missing. Dont read me wrong but this post of yours I didnt like.
There is nothing called as a Satisfied life.. Our trancending expectations will never let us feel so... All our needs always gets replaced by a bigger one.. From one chase to a bigger one.. a life size puzzle!!!
But very true we are bound by our own decisions and not by anything else!!!
U know this song I sung first time when he went to US, and it really was the situation I was into. Reasons can be totally alag for alag people but I'll say just one thing:
koyi puraani yaad mera rasta roke mujhse kehti hai
itani jalati dhoop mein yuun kab tak ghumoge
aayo, chalke bitein dino ki chhanv mein baithe
us lamhein ki baat karein
jisme koyi phool khila tha
us lamhein ki baat karein ke
jisme kisi aawaaz ki chaandi khanak uthi thi
us lamhein ki baat karein ke
jisme kisi nazaron ke moti barse the
koyi puraani yaad mera rasta roke mujhse kehti hai
itani jalati dhoop mein yuun kab tak ghumoge
sach toh yeh hai kasoor apana hain
chaand ko chuune ki tamanna ki
aasamaan ko jamin par maanga
phool chaaha ki paththaron pe khilein
kaanton mein ki talaash khoshboo ki
aarjoo ki ke aag thandak de
barf mein dhundate rahein garmi
khwaab jo dekha chaaha sach ho jaaye
isaki humko saja toh milani hi thi
sach toh yeh hai kasoor apana hain
Deeps...Thats exactly what I was feeling from 1 week.All is good but nothing is good.
I'll just told myself one thing, which u told me once:life is not about Black & white, it is about greys.How u make ur life happy using all the shades of grey.I really want to thank u for being there whenever I needed u, always around me.For giving me that assuring smile that no matter in life what so ever happens I can always rely on u.I know I always come to u as last resort, but u ARE the last resort, from taking permission for a outing from my parents to bringing me out from my first failure.And if i have a friend like u, I'm damn sure that I have not missed the bus of genuine friendship.And this phase will def go soon.
hazaaroN KHwahishaiN 'eisee ke har KHwahish pe dam nikle
bohot nikle mere armaaN lekin fir bhee kam nikle.
Thats how I'll explain life in today's world.As some one has said "It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely", in today's world we have made compartments for every thing and in this process we have made whole thing so complicated. but u know frds are what god sent to remain sane.
I never thought that the bubbly,chirpy gal I know can think so much and so deep, but it was nice reading ur thought process.
maam saab, ee ka ka likh rahe ho?pareshani ho to mast 1-2 peg (off course tere liye pespsi ke) le kar so jao.nahi to aajao yaha delhi and we will party whole night jaise school ke khatam hone par ki thi.3 din non-stop movies and pizza & cola & whole time party.Nahi to paris jate hai(tere pass mast paise hai)1-2 hafte wahi aaram se ruk kar aate hai.
Babes reading so much, so deep, so sentiMental is not my cup of coffee and still i managed to read it as these feelings have actually surrounded me also sometime.And u know jab bhi aisa hota hai tab wo school wale din mast yaad aate hai.Those were the days,parties, fun,ganjing & ;-)...aur sach me agar tune Hindu ya stephens join kiya to so our whole group would have been there.Ab itne dino baad hathe chadi hai...chup chap idhar wapas aa..thodi si life phir se sath gujar lete hai.taki yeh gana budape ke liye hi bache.
still missing ur poems, hope to see it here sometime.And one more thing loved this post tune La Martiniere ka naam rakh liya (acha likhti hai).
Luv,
Pri.
oye yeh kya hai?pehli baat tune yeh link kyu nahi bheja,soch kaha kaha se search maara hai pri ne and tab mujhe mila.Aur yeh kya jamghat laga rakha hai?as if kisi ne tujhe chod diya ho(jiske chances bahut kam hai) ya tu bhaag aayi ho kisiko chod karke...life me sirf tension hi tension ho.galib ki amma to nahi banne wali hai?agla post agar happy sa nahi hua to dekh lena uncle ko yeh post padwa dungi,tension me aajayege.
Itna anjana shahar lag raha tha to waha jane ko kaha kisne tha?life me sab koi bachpan se sathi thode ban kar aate hai.give some time to know others also.
Well i guess kafi frustation utaar dala tujh par.acha likha hai, par dont u think all is too monotns?Make is as chirpy as u r :-).waise mood nahi hai kuch senti likhne ka.raat ko gazal sunte hue kuch acha sa likhungi,abhi ke liye yeh galiyan hi le.
Aur yeh apna udit hai na?iski shadi hone wali hai na? Udit Saab shadi mubarak ho.
TC,
LY,
Ne.
Well really a nice post,no matter what so ever we say,its really how our life is going.Too much but still too little.Liked the idea of the post and like others have said it has actually made me eager to invent a time machine & go back to those old days.Hope to see more stuff from ur side.
Luv,Ne
Working on a weekend is no longer a pain as I've no other better work to do.That can actually define how many friends I have in pune.This song actually tells the truth of the society we are moving into.U may be accompanied woth friends and still lonely.
Too good a thought and warm writing to support it.Nice piece of work.
As per Mark Twain
"The man who is a pessimist before 48 knows too much; if he is an optimist after it, he knows too little"
Life is a paradox in itself and the earlier we understand we will be better equipped to handle it.
neways took me back to my childhood time when I used to love reading hindi poems and memorizing them...Wish to see more such hindi writings from ur side and I know u have a god collections of them :)
Dekh tera yeh blog bhi pada...
Acha laga....
I remeber when you came to the room and said I want to listen this song.....
Gone are the days when we used to talk about all of our small things...
Now we are living in the days where so many things are there to come up which we don't expect ..we plan a lot still there'll be always a missing link...and it fails....but this is life and we have to live it.....
whatever way it comes wahtever way it goes....by just remebering what you've written here ...dil dhoondhta hai phir wahi fursat ke raat din.....
Niharika
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